Overcoming a Monstrosity

There was a ball that started rolling A long time ago Getting big, faster, stronger all the time Distorting my vision, perception, reality

Some have tried to slow it, stop it Refusing to let the monstrosity grow And sometimes I was on their side But other times I helped it live

Now recently I've remained on one side Slowing this thing that is eating away at me I never thought there would be a day When I smiled at the thing I used to hate

Now my vision is jarring Jumping between what I've always seen And what was really there Making my head spin

Because my vision and perception and reality Is blending once again with truth And final this monster Is begining to shrink away

Numbers make it fact Something sight cannot do And while I am still fighting It is a battle I will not lose