A SORRY SONG

I’m in class Trudging the books Giving my teachers funny looks Cause every word that they say I hear your name instead.

I sit and ponder in chemistry What would happen if I add you to me Would it be a positive reaction Or would we explode Splatter on the walls and floor In atomic overload Because I deserve it To be alone and catastrophic You deserve better -cause you're better.

You make every mile Just another flutter in my heart I swear I got serious AFIB From being so far apart And I can’t sleep a wink Knowing what you must think And now we're not speaking And the silence speaks louder than ever.

I’m as crooked as those whom I detest Can’t put my twisted paranoia to rest Trust and breathe without hesitation Too thick with fear and self-preservation I’ve got no excuse But a pathetic riddled past I’m a horrible friend And I act like a...donkey.

I’m sorry I’m sorry I want you to be happy I wish we were happy You deserve better Cause you're better Than this.