Insanity

I have live all my life on the brink of insanity. Sometimes finding my self in a room for no reason. I have also been told sometimes I sit staring blankly or in fear at absolutely nothing at all. Why am i like this? why do i switch back and forth so much? I never had a traumatic experience that I remember. The rest of my family is _FAIRLY_ sane.

I lay in bed to sacred to sleep but to sleepy to stand. I used to make myself sick from *FeAr*. I don't wanna hurt anyone. But that's my self appointed job. Oh? Why am i telling you all of this? Why not? You will be dead soon anyway.