pt. III

*September 1st, 2009 - February 20th, 2014* they used to call you Halifax.

it was nothing close to love, but you were oh-so ever-present.

your mother asked why december was so important because we used to wait for the end of the world together.

they said we had a pact because of that. said we worshipped the devil and drank blood and ate pills when really we just wanted to disappear.

i just wish that somehow i was enough to convince you to be trapped here with me forever, but you’ve already sown your eyes tight.